For example, the joy of being able to tell something as precise and mysterious as time. I was overwhelmed by this revelation. At any given moment to be able to glance down at your wrist and pin the day to a time line in half a second. Even disregarding the fact that with every tick a second of your life is taken away from you.
During the week there is the flurry of school and learning. Sometimes, there is that moment of calm, peace, where I make things and nothing else exists except the thing I am making.
On Saturdays life is full, and I clean by vacuuming and mopping floors and scrubbing the bathroom, and then I do my laundry, sometimes in the sink.
And there are the days when I work late in my studio at school, and there are tea and biscuits there on the table, a thousand things to write, but I get up and go to the window and look out into a blue night and a white moon, and a thousand lights moving as if they were fire instead of electricity.
And sometimes I have to wonder, what would it be like it I had never come here at all, if my shoes never made such a sound against the floor, if I never felt my way along to the door in the dark and then burst out of the door into the lights of an Italian night, and I have to wonder, would I miss what I never experienced?
Even here, the little things in life go on. Eating, doing laundry, going to the bathroom, taking showers, sleeping, walking, coughing, sneezing, feeling hot, feeling cold, cleaning, listening to music, tapping your foot, waiting. Everything is happening in the midst of the adventure, and the normal things that go on are what make the experience seem so real, so natural. And still, when I pray, I thank God for sending me here.