Here we are at the end of February—Leap Day, it is, and there are changes in the air. For one thing, the wind isn’t so bitingly cold, and even if it is, it smells like Spring. Like dirt, and roots reaching down deep in the earth, and molding leaves. There are snowdrops blooming in abundance in various patches all over the woods, and little flocks of daffodils pushing up towards the sun, which seems to be growing bigger and nearer. And here I am, enjoying it, and thinking of the irresistible call of God.
Today, as I was reading parts of Genesis 3, I forced myself to think through something that has been lingering at the back of my mind for quite a few years. And it’s simply this. I was struck by the fact that though Adam and Eve hid themselves from God when they knew their nakedness and his presence, they spoke and answered him truthfully when he asked them: “Where are you?” and “What have you done?” Coming into the knowledge of sin and misery, beginning the sharp descent from the state of perfection to this must have been shocking and grieving enough. But then to know, “God is here;” must have produced the greatest feeling of fear and shame. What I found amazing, then, is that even in these new feelings of shame and fear, Adam and Eve both answered God when he spoke to them, and they both told the truth.
Now, Adam did lay the blame on Eve, and Eve did lay the blame on the Serpent. But the point is, they both confessed essentially what had been done: they had given in to temptation and had eaten the forbidden fruit. And here is the thought I came up with.
God is compelling. When he speaks to us, we have no choice except to answer. We could be hiding in the depths of the sea. We could be ignoring him with all the concentration of our minds. And yet, if he spoke to us, like he did to Adam and Eve in the garden—if he said, “Where are you?” What choice would we have but to say: “Here I am, Lord.” Perhaps that the idea of God being compelling is a bit too… hard? Too much force and pressure involved? Think of it this way. No matter what the situation, God elicits a response from whomever he’s speaking to.
This idea then of God compelling man to answer him also relates to the Calvinistic view of irresistible grace. I do believe that of all the five points, this is the most interesting. Just as God compels Adam to speak when he confronts him, he compels us to accept him when he presents us with his saving grace. In our feeble human life, we are so weak and cannot even resist our own nature sometimes. How, then, can we resist God when he says— “I have called you by name, you are mine;”? (Isaiah 43: 1)
The blood is on the lintels. Around my left wrist I have a red ribbon tied, to remind me of the blood that was spilled. It is folly to some, and a stumbling block to others. For me? It is my salvation and my deliverance. Since I have felt this call of God, I have had no choice (and neither have I desired one) but to say: “Save me, O God!” (Psalm 69:1)
No, I’m not saying that God’s grace is irresistible or that his call is compelling because that is simply what I have gathered from what I have heard and read. It’s what I truly believe, because I have felt it. I feel it day after day. Looking back, I see that there was no other option but to follow him. There was nothing else I could have possible done, other than follow God, and submit my whole self to Christianity, to turn myself inside out so that the soul is on the outside, not hidden away with secret desires and ambitions in the crevices of my mind and heart. We dream of hearing the voice of God, but I don’t think we know truly how compelling it is that it makes Adam and Eve, in the depths of their shame, to speak. He has called us in the uttermost parts of our wickedness and our misery, so that we feel we cannot lift up our faces, but he says: “Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the Lord has risen upon you.” (Isaiah 60:1)
Psalm 51, over and over again. “The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit, a broken and a contrite heart, O Lord, you will not despise.” “Purge me with hyssop…” “Restore to me the joy of your salvation…”
“Did God leave all mankind to perish in the estate of sin and misery?”
“God having, out of his mere good pleasure, from all eternity, elected some to everlasting life, did enter into a covenant of grace, to deliver them out of the estate of sin and misery, and to bring them into an estate of salvation by a Redeemer.” (Westminster Shorter Catechism, Question 20)
So by his blood we are healed. “Without the shedding of blood there is no remission of sins.” (Hebrews 9:22)
And he sheds his blood why? “…I have called you by name, you are mine… Because you are precious in my eyes, and honored, and I love you…” (Isaiah 43:1, 4)
“…Sham love ends in compromise and common philosophy, but real love has always ended in bloodshed.” – G.K. Chesterton, Orthodoxy
This grace poured out for us, we can’t resist. We are brought into his call, into his love, drawn there by grace and by a love so powerful and mighty and tender that it is beyond our comprehension. This time of Lent and approaching Easter—for Christ, was not a time of peace. It was a time of violence. His death was not something brought about with tranquility. It was terrible, so that even the earth quaked with the mightiness. Even the earth could not bear up this great, terrible, wonderful thing that had happened. It was too much for human capability, for mortality, you might say. And all because of grace.
And in my little Lent devotional book is a quote that stared up at me just now as I read it, relating to all of this. “When we speak of grace, we think of the fact that [God’s] favorable inclination towards the creature does not allow itself to be soured and frustrated by the resistance of the latter.” (Karl Barth)